Friday, July 12, 2002

2 hours az nime shab gozashte va man hanooz bidaram ,chera khabam nemiyaad ?in che soaliye ?khoob malome vaghti yek aalame fekr haye joro va jor rikhte toye in sar va hazer ham nistand be in sadegiha dast bardarand fekr mikoni ke chi pish miyad ?
khyli shaki misham ke inha inmoghe piydashoon mishe ,niz ke dar tool rooz aslan mano bichare nemikonand !!!
cheghadr khoob mishod ke ensan ghodrati dasht ke mitonest har vaght ke delesh mikhad fekr nakone , rasti emkanesh hast?age ma aadamha lahzeii fekr nakonim chi mishe ?man ke aslan nemitonam fekr konam ke zamani berese ke hata baraye lahzeii fekr nakonam,hamchin chizi momken nist har chand ham ke say konim akhareh mibinim ke ba yek fekr dige az bifekri omadim biroon !!!!
inghadr az fekr va fekr kardan neveshtam ke hesabi khandeam gerefte ,fekr mikonam ke man cheghard bi fekr hastam ke in nesfe shabi boland shodam va daram az fekr ham mivevisam ke be joz shidaii va divanegi chizi bary man nadashteand. haala vaghean age fekr nabood ma chi mikardim ?yek mosht aadame bi fekr mishodim!!!!!!!!
ta be in hame bi fekri az hal narftam beram bekhabam albate age in fekrha baz ham nayad soragham!!!!!!

Thursday, July 11, 2002

in up and down shodanha , dige pedare mano daravarde,hala khodaro shokr ke mesle moj ,dar pas har down bodani ,be ejbar bala raftani vojod dare va garna che kahaki bar saram mishod!
ba har jone kandani bood dobare bala residam va alan halam khyli behtare .
baz ham bayad az to tashakor konam ke ba harfhaye jadoiet hamishe mano dar in gozar komak mikoni.
age toro nadashtam chi mikardam ,oh my god hata tasavoresh ham baram vahshatnake
merci khodaye khobe man merci baraye dashtane azizi be khobi va fahmidegi to ,merci va baz ham merci

Wednesday, July 10, 2002

minevisam faghat baraye to, choon dostet daram va khasteye to ine .
,minevisam choon to az man mikhahi ke khodamo neshoon bedam ,oon che ke dar daroone man migzareh va to dost dari ke oono bebini.
minevisam choon to dorost migi ,bayad nevesht bayad jaii az in tanhaii biroon oomad va che maakani behtar az in jaa.
minevisam be in khater ke to az man khasti az ghamham begam az deltangiham va ehsasatam ,va to cheghadr aaghahi va fahmide ,to midoni yek jaii aadamha bayad raha beshand, va az har chizi ke deleshoon mikhad began, bedone tars va negarani .
va man haalaa :
minevisam ke cheghadr dostet daram va cheghadr be to va eshge to niyaz daram .
minevisam ke che andaze tanha hastam va niyaze be boodan ba to va aghoshe garam va por az eshge to daram.
minevisam ke in gonahe ke aadam bad az piyda kardane nimeye digare rooh va ravan va zendegish,oono tanha bezare.
va man hamishe khaham nevesht na baraye to! va na man ! ke baraye ma !

Monday, July 08, 2002

mesle inke kam kam daram be in weblog nevisi aadat mikonam ,ye jorhaii delam tang mishe baraye neveshtan va har fekri ke be zehnam mirese aval yade weblogam miyoftam .fekr mikonam dige zamane oon reside ke az eshge bozorge zendegim tashakor konam choon oon mano tashvigh be inkar kard va moserane az man khast ke neveshtan ro donbal konam.
bazi vaghtha digaran khyli behtar estedad hay aadamo kashf mikonand in ham yeki az oon moredhast,aval fekr mikardam ke choon mano dost dareh az neveshtane man tarif mikone ,khososan ke namehaye man hame asheghane bood va sarasar sohbate khaastan ,vali hala be nazaram miyad ke vaghean mitonam yek chizhaii benevisam va baraam khoshayande, merci jaane dele dost dashtani man
kashki mitonestam be hameye donya begam ke ashegh boodan cheghadr lezat bakhshe ,kash aadamhaii ke yadeshoon rafte ashegh beshand dobare try mikardan va manaye zendegiro mifahmidan.
kash mishod daad zaad va be hame goft ke che chiziro darand miss mikonand ,mikham az hminja faryad bezanam va begam:aahay aadamhaye khoob plz ashegh beshid va hamdigaro dost dashte bashid ,khahesh mikonam hata baraye yek bar ham ke shode in shans ro be khodetoon bedid , zamani ke in daro be roye khodetoon baz kardid dige hich vaght hazer nemishid bargardid never never ever.
bayad paroo nazad ,vaa dad bayad del ro be darya dad ,khodesh mibaratet be har ja boord bedoon sahel hamonjast.
plz ashegh bash ,eshgh hargez viraani nadare va hamishe dar jahate roshd khood va oonkasi ke dost darim harkat mikone, salam bar too ey eshg va doorood be tamame asheghhaye donya va spesially oon kasi ke az hame asheghtare (albate na be andazehye man!!!) va mano khyli dost dare. ( man gardan nemigiram!!!)
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh ke cheghadr delam baraye dar aghosesh boodan tang shode ,aaya ghashangtarin kar donya nist ham aghoshi ba kasi ke az khodet be to nazdiktare?
emrooz ba ehsase khobi az khab boland shodam ,nemidonam bekhatere khabe khobi bood ke dide boodam(yek khabbe sexi ba tamame joziyatesh jigare aadamo hal miyare!!!!!) ya inke khorshid az jaye hamishegish tolo nakrde bood ,har elati dasht fekr kardam kashki mishod hamishe injori rozam ro shoro konam .
va dar zemn be in point ham residam ke khyli az moshkelati ro ham ke dar toole rooz baraye aadam pish miyad, mishe ba mosbat negari be hade aghale resoond va ejazeh nadad ke tasireshoon kharej az kontorol beshe in masael va moshkelat dar har hal pish miyand vali in tarze barkhorde ma ba onhast ke be bozorg shodan va ya dar hal kardaneshoon be sadegi ,komak mikone.
hamin emrooz yeki do mored baram pish omad ke mitonest khyli hal giri bashand vali choon han0oz tahte tasire khabam boodam ba rohiyeye mosbat va khandehii malih bar lab haleshoon kardam va khyli ehsase khobi be hem dast daad, hala bemand ke chi shoodeh bood , inham az khasiyathe yek sex khoob even dar khaab !!!merci khoda jonam gar ze hekmat bebandi dari ,ze rahmat goshaii dar digari!!!!!!!